Hyung, how are you? Are fine? I know its ridiculous to ask knowing I won't get an answer. It funny right, isnt it? How I always wanted for you to be happy yet you never thought about me. How could you do this to me. I tried to forget about you, your sweets talk, silly faces, stupid jokes and most importantly my wonderful times with you. I always thought its a nightmare and that I could always run towards your room, were you would be with me, hug me, whisper that you are there for me and after give me cuddles or make hot chocolates for me. But I snap out of these thoughts knowing its just my hopeless dream.
So hyung I guess its a goodbye for now. Might as well say my goodbye to my hopeless dream.
And maybe try to distract myself from thinking about you but its like I would be fooling myself.
Just thinking about you makes me breakdown, you bring heartache to me hyung. But I unwillingly will turn my back towards, pretending I am just fine.
