Driven by heart break

Chapter two: Questions in my head

Ryan's POV

"I am sorry" the strange boy who has been following me around the school said holding my hand tight, I wanted to turn and look at him, I wanted to look at the expression in his face but instead I pulled my hand and walked away like I didn't feel him holding my hand. I disappeared in to the crown of pupils without looking back to see whether he was still there or maybe he had gone. I waited by the gate as my mom pulled into the parking lot wearing nothing but a smile, " Hey how was school", she asked bringing me to a hug. 'boring', I would've said " It was just okay", she smiled and nodded and threw the car keys to me "you driving today", she said as she hopped into the passenger sit. she was so sassy "As you say madam", I chuckled, buckling the sit belt, started the car and drove home. when I got home I ran straight to my bedroom and slept off my exhaustion.

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It has been four days since the strange boy tried to talk to me, and I haven't seen him at school till then, that was a subtract to my problems but then this was kinda weighing my chest down. 'Why am I thinking about this boy',my mind kept wondering. Its just that it felt as though him not coming was my fault in a way, I felt bad.

"Where's your mind dude", Kevin one of my best friends who keeps bragging about his rich step dad asked, waking me from my deep thoughts. "H-huh What do you mean? ow I'm hear", I smiled not raising suspicion "are you sure you okay" he asked, I nodded with a forced smile to assure him I meant my words but with the expression on his face I could see he didn't buy my story

I was a bit stressed, it felt as though the boy missing school was my fault. I cared about my future and my education and I would feel bad if someone gave up their success because of me. I did want to talk to him but I was afraid, he looked a bit different I think he might be gay, he told me I was hot the other time I don't know where this came from

**Flash back***

As I was walking down the corridor to my locker I felt someone tapping my back, I turned to reveal a red haired blue eyes boy smiling "Hey", he said offering his hand instead I said "what do you want?", I was a bit Rude. " I-ii just wanted to s-say I love your Tshirt and I think you hot", he said and I just rolled my eyes and walked away

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