i stumble and grab onto the nearest person.
he looks down, "kenzie?"

"oh heyyy johnny" i say as i put my hands on his shoulders to keep my up

"what are you doing here, i thought you didn't like parties?" he asks concerned

"oh well" i say and grab the nearest red cup i see and chug down whatever's in it.

"kenzie, stop i'm not going to let you get wasted, also since when do you drink?" he gets interrupted my hayden

"ohh, mackenzie is finally being bad huh"

"dude" john ushers him to leave

"why didn't you tell me?" he looks genuinely sad

"i don't know, why didn't you tell me you were going to a party?" i slurr as he grabs my waist to hold me up

"because i didn't think you'd care"

"oh please... you're my bestie for lifeee. i care about you a lot. i know i don't show it, but i dooo" i lightly slap his face and laugh

"oh what do you think of my outfit?" i ask as i swirl around and accidentally trip.

"you look beautiful" he says as he grabs my hand taking me somewhere. he runs his fingers through his hair, he does that when he is stressed.

"we are we going" i whine as i refuse to walk

"out of here" he says while stopping

"i wanna stay!" i yell

he rolls his eyes and picks me up bridal style. "heyy, i'm getting married!" i yell

"kenz shush" he walks out the door and to his car. clearly embarrassed by me

"your hair is so soft" i mess up his hair. he sits me down in the passenger seat and buckles my seatbelt.

"i feel so bad" i make a crying face

"why?" he drives

"because, you're so nice to me and i'm so rude... you know, i actually do care about you so much johnny tampa"

"you're going to regret this tomorrow" he chuckles

"no i'm serious, you take care of me so much and drive me wherever i want, i'm sorry i'm so mean"

"it's okay" he laughs

"and, i love you too" i put my feet on the dash board

"wait really?" he sounds so surprised. he takes a look at me

"yeah but sometimes i'm too embarrassed to tell you"

my eyes light up, "johnny!" i scream

"what what?" he asks worriedly.

"are you in love with me?" i ask randomly

he doesn't answer

"johnnnn" i whine

"kenz, you're not thinking straight so just close your eyes" he grips the steering wheel

"you are always flirting with me"

"alright fine... i'm deeply in love with you" he says

i burst out laughing, god i wish that was true.
my laughter dies down as i say "that's funny"
he looks out his window.

"can you please carry me?" i say as he opens my door.

i jump on his back unexpectedly, he grips my thighs and i lay my head on his shoulder. he drops me off at my dorm. "please stay" i give him puppy dog eyes

"no, you're drunk and it would be wrong because you might do something you wouldn't want to"

"night" he says and starts to walk away

my mind quickly rushes between two thoughts, i get too confused to i just pick one, i run up to john and pull him back.

"woah w-"

i smash my lips onto his, oh boy am i going to regret this. i cup his face and he stays frozen

i pull away after a few seconds, "i knew you wouldn't like it" i turn on my heels and walk back

"no no no, trust me i've- ahh, i want to... so bad, but you're not thinking straight. i want you to know what you're doing"

i turn around and my face is filled with sadness
"i'm sorry, go get some sleep" he says

"bye johnny" i say and stumble into my room

i flop on my bed, and not even 10 seconds pass and i'm asleep.

























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