WildHoe: damnit Craig why aren't you getting the hint
ChokingIsMyKink: what hint?
WildHoe: it's you, craig
WildHoe: I still have feelings for /you/
ChokingIsMyKink: oh.
ChokingIsMyKink: OH.
ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler...
WildHoe: I know you're with Brian and what we had ended a long time ago but John said I should talk to you and honestly he was right
WildHoe: I feel so much better now that I told you
WildHoe: it's okay, you don't have to say anything, I'm sorry for springing this on you
ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler wait
ChokingIsMyKink: don't be sorry, that took a lot of courage
ChokingIsMyKink: I know you said I don't have to say anything, but I have to give you a response
ChokingIsMyKink: especially since you told me what happened between you and John I..I have to tell you /something/ in return
ChokingIsMyKink: I just can't think of anything to say in this moment right now I'm sorry
WildHoe: you don't have to say anything, craig, I'll get over you eventually and if Brian finds out please reassure him that I'm not trying to ruin your relationship I just had to get that off my chest so that maybe I can move on bc I've been denying my feelings for so long
WildHoe: I'm sorry for dumping this on you, again
ChokingIsMyKink: don't be sorry Tyler
ChokingIsMyKink: I wish I knew what else to say
ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler?
ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler come back please
ChokingIsMyKink: ugh why am I so fucking slow I honestly can't think of anything
ChokingIsMyKink: maybe it's because I still have feelings for you too|
ChokingIsMyKink: maybe it's because I still have feelings for yo|
ChokingIsMyKink: maybe it's because I still have feelings f|
ChokingIsMyKink: maybe it's because I still have feeli|
ChokingIsMyKink: maybe it's because I still ha|
ChokingIsMyKink: maybe it's becau|
ChokingIsMyKink: maybe it|
ChokingIsMyKink: may|
ChokingIsMyKink: |WildHoe: it's okay, I knew this would happen anyway
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Now showing private messages between Jon and FuckBoi
Jon: what's up?
FuckBoi: I need to apologize
Jon: oh
FuckBoi: I just
FuckBoi: I was a little mad at myself, and I took it out on Evan when I shouldn't have
Jon: why were you mad at yourself?
FuckBoi: just, after John explained everything I got so so mad at myself because knowing Evan was alive brought up so many feelings I had buried
FuckBoi: but that was no excuse for what I did and what I said
Jon: what feelings?
FuckBoi: you're just gonna be more mad if I tell you
Jon: I already hate your guts and am ready to block you at a moment's notice so why don't you try me
FuckBoi: I'm still in love with Evan
FuckBoi: and everyone knows at this point honestly but still I just didn't want to tell you
Jon: why would I hate you for having feelings, you guys used to date it should be normal
FuckBoi: But just knowing he was still alive hurt me for some reason
FuckBoi: this is the worst excuse for my behavior in the entire world I know but when I found out Evan was alive I was so mad at myself because I still couldn't have him bc he's yours
Jon: I don't own him, never have
Jon: you can be mad, tho, it's just your feelings and no one can understand feelings so like
Jon: But the way you expressed them was wrong
FuckBoi: I know and I'm sorry
FuckBoi: I'm apologizing to you because I also lashed out on you unnecessarily countless times and it was because I didn't want to accept that still love Evan like /that/ because I had honestly thought I was over it
FuckBoi: But then he started typing and everything just kind of spilled out
FuckBoi: I wish I hadn't let him go so easily and that I hadn't lied to him and that maybe if I had done all that, maybe it would be different
FuckBoi: maybe we'd still be together, just me and him
FuckBoi: But I know he's your boyfriend and I don't want you to think I'm taking him away from you or anything bc that's not my intention at all
Jon: why do I feel like you had a similar conversation with Scott a while back
FuckBoi: oh yeah, I guess I did
Jon: Lucas, I really appreciate your apology, and that you told me how you feel and tried to explain why you did what you did even though you knew it was a dumbass move and you're a bitch
Jon: But, maybe this is a conversation the three of us need to have later, once Evan is back
FuckBoi: I guess you're right
FuckBoi: But are we cool? I just don't want to have anything between us anymore
Jon: yes, we're cool, and once Evans back we can all talk
FuckBoi: ok
FuckBoi: sorry, again
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D.S.A.W
Kryoz: so
Kryoz: everyone's done talking?
ChokingIsMyKink: yea I'd say so
WildHoe: I'm done
DaithiDeNoPrivilege: us too!!
Four07: babe tone it down tf
Moo: awww look at that Scott and David are back together!!
BasicallyIGetFucked: ugh I love that for them
FuckBoi: I'm back
Jon: I'm here too
Terroriser: I didn't need to talk to anyone so I just took a nap but I'm awake now and I'm ready
FuckBoi: ok so like I've been thinking and I think I figured out a way to talk to evan without him knowing it's us
Kryoz: that makes no sense at all
Kryoz: tell me more
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