To Ease Pain

Tula 15 (Good)

Same date, same time:
        25. 11:14 pm,
        I have seen your "wave"

Was torn between to reply or nah
        but chose to reply to it, though.

Didn't know that wave would change a thing.
        didn't know that again, there's is this thing.

"I shouldn't have returned, you're now happy"
         —you say.

But then I asked myself:
        "Why did you leave,
        when all you really want was to stay?"

Been unfixed of what to believe,
        been so hard for me to trust—
        again.

Would you let me enlighten?

Don't know what to do.
Don't know what to feel.

Been creating a test,
I hope you'll achieve.

One month isn't enough for me to believe.

Bare with me,
         I am just trying to fix me.

I hope consistency is in you.
I hope you wouldn't get tired of me though.

Give me five months and I'm good;
        five more months and we are good.