Kaiden
"Soph?" I asked. My voice echoes in her room. Her room is empty. She left.
But why? Then something caught my eye. A letter. I opened it. It's her handwriting.
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Dear Kaiden, if you are reading this that's mean I'm long gone. I'm sorry for everything. I truly am. And I'm mostly sorry for loving you.
Do you remember our first meeting? You are gonna think about the first day in college. But no that's not our first meeting. We first met in your cousin's birthday party. I was fourteen at that time. You helped me when I fell into the pool or more likely Rachel pushed me into the pool. You saved me from drowning. You were my hero. Whenever I saw you my young heart would flutter. Then in the college when I met you I thought maybe god gave me a chance to be friends with you, to get close to you. We became best friends.
Everything was going smoothly, I was thinking about confessing my feelings to you. But then Rachel came to your life. You were spending time her, then you guys started dating and you forget about me.
Whenever I tried to talk with you, you ignored me. I knew she was cheating on you. I told you. But you still ignored me. You said I was jealous. Jealous that you are with Rachel not me. All this time you knew about my feelings for you. Then nine months ago you came to my house, drunk...tears streaming down your face. You said you guys broke up. You caught her cheating at you. You hugged me. My heart broke seeing you. Then all of a sudden you kissed me. It was quite shocking.
At morning when I confront you about the kiss, you said it was a drunken mistake. Again you hurted me. But we maintained our friendship. One day you called me that you guys are back together. You guys had an on-off relationship. Everytime she hurts you, you came to me. And everytime I console you. And when she called you crying, you goes to back to her.
And last sunday when we slept together, the next morning you again told me it was a mistake. You even called me a whore that I was trying to trap you with me.. You said I should let you go and those feelings for you.
You told me to let you go. I'm telling you to let me go. You didn't even think about my feelings. Why I always get rejected...used? I want to forget you. That's why I'm telling you don't try to find me. I'm tired of loving you. Please let me go..
Sophie
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I feel a void in me. I'm so sorry Soph. I never thought about you or your feelings. I've always hurt you. I was blind, not to see your love or my feelings for you. I love you. Please forgive me. Come back to me.
