Baby,crush // Minsung 🔚 *under edit*

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Jisung walked off crying again, he knew what his doing probably is dumb and selfish, but he just really want the old Felix back, he wishes the old Felix could come back, he wishes if he show it to felix, Felix would come back.

Little did Jisung know, Felix never changed, Felix was always there for him, but for now they needed to be distanced

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Time skips

Jisung is sitting at the rooftop once again, this time the wind is cold, he realised is already autumn, the orange ish, yellow ish leafs looks sad, just like Jisung himself, Jisung let out a fake chuck, he took out his razor once again, he did what he normally does, he was happy this time, because he finally finished doing it.

He looked at his phone, 5:20pm, and the date 13th of September

"Oh...is nearly my birthday" Jisung chuckled, is useless anyway, last year he spend his birthday with his best friend, since their birthday is only a day apart, but now, that best friend is gone, there's no point of him celebrating it anyway

But recently is kinda weird, because people would start giving Jisung little snacks at lunch for no reason, and when ever Jisung asked them why, they would just say

Wait for it

After thinking for a long time, Jisung finally snapped out of his mind when he felt water drop on his cheeks, he looked up seeing no rain....oh is tears again...

"Gosh Jisung why are you crying again" Jisung said wiping his tears away, he stood up gathering all of his things and head home

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Jisung couldn't sleep at night, his thoughts was driving him crazy, people were acting weird around him.

He have notice Felix looked tired, but recently he looked extra tired, sometimes Jisung even sees Felix sleeping at lunch time, so yeah, it was a lie when Jisung said he don't pay attention, because tbh he really does

His curious why Felix is so tired, very curious, his curiosity was driving him crazy that he couldn't fall asleep, so he decided to take out the razor and added something extra

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"There" Jisung smiled, at what he just did

"Pretty" Jisung smiled once again

Jisung looked at the time is already pass midnight, that means is his birthday already, for the pass two years Felix would send him a message at exactly 12am, but nope he didn't get one this year, he was upset.

But well I mean, Felix doesn't even hangout with me, so yeah of course he won't care..bruh...me been stupid...waiting for his message...what even

Jisung was looking through the photos he've taken with Felix while celebrating birthday, Halloween and Christmas with..kara. He smiled but is a bitter smile

He really missed the old days, he felt his eyes was getting watery once again, while he was about to wipe his tears away-

*Ding*

Jisung saw the message he got, his mouth formed a smile, it was from his felix

Lixue have sent you a message

Lixue
Happy birthday, I know you might be asleep now or something, or you'll probably just ignore this message, I know I was being dumb and left you, but trust me, I'll tell you super soon why. Umm it might be kinda dumb if I tell you. But yeah.

Anyways

Happy birthday Sungie❤️❤️ I'll always be here for you, even though you might actually hate me now :((
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Jisung wanted to reply Back, but he wasn't sure what to reply, he didn't get what Felix meant by "I'll tell you super soon", he doesn't get it, is felix hiding something from him? is that why Felix stop hanging out with him?

What was the reason?

Am I supposed to be worried?

Am I supposed to be excited?

What's the reason that made he left me for so long?