These are the notes I had hide from everyone just in case I would even try suicide again, cause last time I wrote a note but I did not put it in visible sight. I have a bunch of note for my friend and family but I rewite them and through the old ones away. These are the ones that I kept, for just in case kind of thing. These are from a year or two ago. I am now not plaing to use these at any point in time for the future. I am better now. I am I feel a lot better.
