Why do you cry? (Freestyle)

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Why do you cry? (Freestyle)

Do you remember
The countless nights
That I chased after you?

Do you remember
How you broke my heart,
Time and again,
Because of the other girl
You went to?

Do you remember
The times I kneeled down,
Before you, begging
For you to stop, please.

Do you remember
How you tried to leave me,
By kicking me
In the abdomen,
Once, twice,
So it doesn't hurt?
Fine.

Sigh.

I loved you so much before,
Even when the order is tall,
I tried my best to give you my all.

I forgave you when you weren't your best.
But time again, you put my patience to the test.
You were up with her all night, is that too hard to confess?

Remember me?
Remember the girl who, bore a child for you,
Who chased you on the streets,
Who you abandoned during your fun times,
Who you once said you loved.

Remember me?

Remember the times I cried
Helpless with this pain that seemed indefinite.
I tried to hold on to you, the demons I had to fight
But you hated the way I clung onto you.
You pushed me away and spit on me, "F**k you, b*tch."
Oh, why was I such a f**king fool?

Laugh.

You told everyone out there that I am crazy.
Right or wrong never seemed that hazy to me.
I'm moving on from you now, don't call me, I'm way too busy.

Why?

Do you remember me now?
When have I always belonged to you?
Since when? Now?
No, it was never always.

You remembered me like the fool I had been.
But I've seen 'nuff now, forgiveness is gonna be tough.
I did have a heart, but you broke it at the start.
Why at the end do you tell me that you,
Loved me this very much?

I'm bidding goodbye to you.
Goodbye you, from this sickening fool.
You're free from me, I'll never love you again.
Go as you wish,
But stay the hell away from me.

Oh.
Why do you cry now?
You never did way back then.

Why?

Why do you cry?

Janell.

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