Butterflies

II. Lost In Her Paradise

Second Story : Lost In Her Paradise
Starrring : Jung HoSeok & Kang MiNa
+ Inspiration : Shawn Mendes' songs

———

"You shouldn't fall asleep, it'll be only a couple of hours, and i'm about to leave."

I know that it's hard to admit it, but i know that this friendship of ours is more than we thought. we got all the strings attached and we cry for and miss each other way more than friends do. even tho thousands of miles separate our bodies, our souls connect in the middle of the distance, where the sparkles in our eyes dance in the same tequila sunrise we woke up in.

even tho we say we are only friends, we deny it in the middle of the night, that night that's so many months away. but that night is so special, when i get lost in her paradise, when i get lost in her eyes, in her touch over me. it's so different. we both are playing hard to get, but in the end we are not that innocent and hard to love in the paradise of her mattress.

it's making me go insane, it's taking over me, leaving me beaten up every morning. the time flies so slow without her, but with MiNa, i am high up in the clouds. i'd stop time for her in the moment she'd tell me she liked me too. i know there's nothing holding me back, she's ruining my reputation but i like it, because she's there with me and nothing else matters. only she and I.

but i know we should stop and start confessing because we can not continue this stage of relationship we are in. it tears us appart and it's totally not ok. we both know it. i know that i love her with all of me but i am too afraid to tell that i broke our promise to have no strings attached. she broke it too, but wasn't as scared as me to say it. and now i need her to bring me back to life.

MiNa is the light in my life. i never got lost so easily in someone's touch before, but words, oh god, words. those words that come out of such beautiful cherry sweet lips that i always dream of. words that are always sweeter than honey and more innocent than the butterflies in my stomach.

but all it takes is a flight, and i always got this idea. i'm always on my way to her place, and now i am only a couple of miles away from her bedroom. why? because i can't that night out of my mind. let us get lost in the heat of the moment, let us get lost under the sheets of her bed and let us dream at the sunsets made of fire we could catch in the same warm morning embrace we both want to wake up in.

it's time for me to wake up and daydream about her again. because i knew i won't be able to be him, the one that wakes up next to her every morning, how i wished to. but i know i can treat her better and she knows that too, but declines. she is too weak to escape him. and as long as she hurts, i hurt too. and i can't do anything to save her. only to get lost with her, only to be the little door a few days a year. the escape door that makes her smile again. and i am weak too for not being able to get her out of there. but i made up my mind. and that's why i am here now, MiNa-ah.

to get her out of here, to take her with me and make a new paradise and heaven for her.

so i can get lost in her paradise once again.

———

A/N : I can't believe I used Shawn's lyrics