A Path With No Name

Note

I'm sorry to the people I left behind
You'll see me again
My chest is too heavy
I died a long time ago
I asked God to send help I guess he doesn't​ love me enough
I tried to breath
Take it minute by minute
Day by day
I tried to be strong
I failed
I'm sorry
I have to be selfish
I deserve this
I'm weak
I know
so say what you want
Say you slept with me
say you loved me
But don't ever say you saved me
See the funny thing is no one​
Cares until your dead
Because
"I just want attention"
"Over dramatic"
"I'll get over it"
right?
I need help but when I ask for it Im lying
I'm fake
I'm just manipulating
Your making it worse
You can't help me
I'm beyond saving
If you truly love me please try to save me

~Sarah Russo