I disappear into cosmic doom like phases of the moon
From the crimson crescent to the wanning gibbous
To the darkened new moon
I disappear into the void
An emptiness I cannot destroy
The hopefulness that was too late
My consciousness bears the weight
I disappear into sadness which comes from my mother's face..
But I'm a damn good girl; always trying to be on His good grace
I disappear like a ghost wandering the night
When the oxygenated mask covers my light
When the needle impales me like a drug fiend getting her fix
I'm disappearing right now, please cut me up quick
I disappear into silence as the blade deepens its grip
The chemicals kicked in; taking me on a psychedelic trip
Like the devil trying to take hold of my soul
I disappear into the paralytic worm hole
Dreaming of running along the lake
Nothing to worry about, no happiness at stake
I disappear into wonderland chasing the white rabbit trying to find my escape, please let me find it..
No! Not by the hairs of our chinny chin chin!
You've got to come out now; you're sewn up within!
Awake but still dreaming, awake but screaming... I disappeared into this black light beaming...
