A Poet's Dream: You and Me

First Love

I was innocent

Honestly I don't know if it's meant

I know my heart is tainted

That I am not a saint

But I've always believe in fate

I think its no accident

That you and I met

So I made a bet

I bet my own destiny

A bet that I made, finally

I have thought about it daily

That someday I have to face reality

I choosed to you to love you

That I have to do

Whatever I have to

But who have knew

That first love is like a tattoo

And like a mission I have to see through

Maybe I  just have no   experiences

And before I knew it my heart is in bruises

But I have taken this chances

And it then it all crashes

Too hard towards me

I never felt so empty

Im drained emotionally

I feel lost lately

I feel so lonely

Its almost silly

So this is love, so much pain

I feel so drain

So much I feel its going to rain

This pain, I feel it's driving me insane

But not everything is in vain

Not anymore never again

I will open this new chapter

Now more wiser and more stronger

A pebble, now a boulder

A dreamer, now a conqueror

This is the first love it stings and its painful

But after that you will be grateful

It test the fragile

And it is not futile

Because that pain you feel now, it will be fruitful