trigger warning: slight mention of abuse.
(John's pov)
I had been lying in bed for hours. tossing and turning trying to sleep. I couldn't get him out of my brain. I thought he loved me. I start College tomorrow morning but all I can think about is the hate in his eyes and the belt in his hand. should I tell someone? Yes. Will I tell someone? No. I should have listened to Martha. I curled up in a ball I felt empty inside. Darkness was closing in around me. I felt scared and alone. my scarred back still hurt. I started crying. why had I gone to my senior prom with Francis?
My Mama knocked on the door "John are you alright?" she asked concerned. I assume she heard me crying.
"I'm fine Mama" I replied sniffling.
"Okay you should get some sleep," she said sighing.
"I'll see you in the morning," I said. I waited for her to leave then I buried my head under the covers and cried myself to sleep.
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