I honestly don't know why I want you so much. Is wanting you worth having you in my mind 24/7. Every morning every afternoon every night. I can't take it anymore I'm honestly tired of being disappointed. Every time I think we're going somewhere it turns out we're not. I keep on getting hope, small things keep leading me on. I honestly need to stop thinking about you so much and start thinking about myself more, so I can better myself. I hope you treat your new girl right 💋
