lost (boyf riends)

the date

"No please Jeremy please I will just come over later i don't want to ruin your mood"

"Im sorry Michael but im really worried about you"

tw: abuse and homophobic sayings slight mention of self harm

Suddenly a man who appears to be drunk with a empty bottle in his hand

"MICHAEL WHY DIDN'T YOU FUCKING LISTEN PUT THE PHONE DOWN NOW FAG"

"D-d-dad please"

He slaps the phone out of his hand but i can still see whats going on i run to his house

I take the spare key that he gave me and unlock the door trying not to trip over all the beer bottles

I hear screaming and the crash of a broken glass bottle i hang up and run in the direction of the screaming

I run into something that I thought i would never see

Michael

My dad rolls up my sleeves and points to my scars

"YOU ARE SO FUCKING USELESS YOU DESERVE ALL OF THAT NO SON OF MINE IS IN THAT SICK COMMUINTY IM ASHAMED TO HAVE YOU AS A SON"

At this point im crying loudly and i see jeremy and go wide eyed i mouth

"Run"

But he just stands there in shock my dad takes a sip from his full beer bottle and he suddenly passes out

Ok its over

I whimper and go into the corner of my bed jeremy runs over to me and hugs me tightly

"Oh my god michael are you ok i had no idea this happend how long"

"Since i was was sev-sev-en"

"Oh my God" he says hugging me

I cry into his chest he just whispers reassuring things

"Come one he will wake up soon you can live with me for a while I can't let this man be around you"

I nod and grab a bag to pack some clothes a toothbrush comb and my razor (jeremy doesn't know he packed his razor)

We walk to my car and i start driving to Jeremy's

~time skip~

Me and jeremy walk into his house as jeremy explains to his dad whats going on

I walk upstairs to his room drop my bag and start crying im really hiding out from my own father in my best friends house

Jeremy walks in frowning he sits me down on his bed

"Please michael talk to me"

Tw:mentions of self harm abuse and a eating disorder

"Well as you know hes been doing that ever since i was 7 and you saw the scars the self harm started in middle school I have no idea how long ago but my parents stoped buying groceries moms never home dads always drunk all they eat is fast food I basically eat nothing my weight has dropped but i don't care i needed It anyways my dad always insulted me for being gay reminding how worthless i am the cutting makes me feel better i can't help it"

"Michael your an amazing person and you don't deserve to starve your dad is wrong your my favorite person your selfless kind beautiful smart I have no idea how i could live without you please try to stop please try to eat i can't live with out and i can't imagine something happening to you"

Okie over

"I will try im sorry jare"

"No its ok we should rest now you have had a long day"

"Thank you for being so supportive Jeremy" I say hugging him

"Anything for my favorite person" he smiles at me

Jeremy

Me and Michael climb into bed I was going to tell him good night but I look over to see a sleeping Michael

I smile and turn over untill i hear him whimper i frown and wrap my arms around him hoping to calm him down

His whimpers calm down and he snuggles his head into my chest

"Goodnight micha" i whisper falling asleep

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Oh god that was hard to write and was an extreme emotional roller coaster thanks for reading
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