tomtord (My Imagination Ran Off with Me Here So Hang In There)

the truth

(This does have mature content such as masturbation, suicidal tendencies, inappropriate language, ext. You have been warned also I do take suggestions also this is an add-on to what someone originally wrote I just took the same idea and put it in my own way just so you guys know cover art is not mine but is edited also these characters are not mine this is not cannon and I do not feel this way about the real people themselves this is just an au that is my story version)

Tom pov

I woke up super late this morning it was 11:06 and I had a date with edd today at noon at the new cafe. I had rushed into the shower and get my clothes on once done with that the shower. I got my clothes on and rushed out the door with toast in my mouth I finished eating the toast before I got to the cafe. edd was inside waiting for me.

"there you are I had almost thought you forgot" Edd said "no, no I just woke up late that's all I'm sorry" I chuckled nervously he seemed to giggle at the fact I woke up late.

"Well let's order some of the food oh! Maybe a big muffin"he exactly said "sure" I said and I relaxed as we got our food.

"Come on let's find a table near the window" Edd says it happens there was a table for two open by the main window. we sat down and started to chat about what's new and interesting with our lives. Then from the corner of my "eyes", I saw commie leaving an adult store across the street. I think he noticed me and edd, because of the fact that he walked up to the window looked away then left "what the hell just happened?"

Tord's Pov

I was existing my favorite store when I saw edd and tommy in that new cafe together across the street. I crossed the street to see it up close... I tried not to cry so I left and walked home. Once home I ran into my bedroom, closed my door and started to cry my heart out I have feelings for tom I always have but now... I felt heartbroken. I knew him and edd where together but... I don't know what I was hoping for... I missed that sweet dickhead of a kid from high school.

I suppose I was just hoping for something that wasn't going to happen... I know I picked on him and teased him but that's only because he looks cute when he's mad. I suppose that just drew him further away from me... "Ugh what was I thinking!! Of course, it would push him away!" I scolded myself while tears ran down my cheeks. "I can't let anyone see me like this..." I locked my bedroom door so no one could come in while I cried. I grabbed one of my knives from my drawer and started to cut words into my skin 'your just a monster', 'no one could ever like you','you can't expect Thomas to love you the way you are, you need to change drastically for that to happen' had to use the mirror as I needed to see.

I carved things like that into my skin for about a minute or two. Then stopped. it had almost been an hour since I saw those two at the cafe... they are probably out having fun... While I'm in here waiting for death...he looked so happy...

Tom pov

It had been a bit since Edd and I got here at the cafe we both decided to go to the Carnival downtown before going home. so we did we played games went on rides, we had so much fun but one thing disturbed me. "What was commie doing looking in on me and edd at the cafe?" I shook my thought away and then edd came up to me "let's go to Dairy Queen then go home I'm tired" Edd signed "okay edd, I'll pay" I responded

we went to the dairy queen we both got something for our roomies then went home. I knocked on Matt's door not wanting to know what he was doing. matt slightly opened the door "oh hey tim what do you need? How did your date with edd go?" He asked, "it's tom not tim and it went well also I got you, Dairy Queen, here" "oh thanks tim! I could go for some ice cream" he took the ice cream I handed him and went back into his room. I went into my room and started eating my ice cream watching funny videos. once it was 10 or 11 at night I decided to hit the bucket and go to bed. what I wasn't expecting was to wake up in some else's bed.