Little Bird

life's a bit too short, yea?

   You know, as many people would like to believe...it wasn't close to Halloween. Sorry, I just want to clear up any rumors that might be roaming around, tell the real story before it gets convoluted. In fact, it was the middle of the summer. Sometime in the middle of the night, don't remember what exact time though...never could keep track of that kind of shit.
   As typical teenager, it wasn't wierd when I snuck out to meet some friends at a deserted park, way past closing time.
   Now it would be a lie to say my friends were typical, they're actually pretty fucking insane. See, the over the top jokes were fun, they added a little excitement to our lives, you know? But the real joke is that I trusted them like they were my family.
   What they did that night was terrifying, and I've been dealing with the consequences ever since. Truth is.. I don't really want to be here anymore, I'm kind of done with people thinking I'm crazy.
   I know what I'm seeing is real, darkness surrounds me. I mean, it always has... but I didn't expect it to be as comforting as it does now, pleasant surprise, ya know?
   Anyway, I'm done taking up your time now, I don't know where I'll be by the time this is read. And I would like to give this "I don't give a shit attitude" but don't get me wrong... I'm fucking terrified.
   Now, whoever decided to read this sad scrap of paper, let's get to what you came here for, yea?