SAVE ME

Prologue

"You really wanna do this?"

No. "Yes." My eyes are closed that's why I cant see him

"Look at me in the eyes and tell me you want to do this." Although he is whispering I can feel that he is hurting. I open my eyes but closed them again. I can feel the beating of my heart increasing. He is so close, too close. I finally open my eyes

I looked at him. He is crying again. His hazel eyes looking at me intently.

"I want to break up with you Yohan." I cant look at him so I divert my eyes towards the lamp beside him.

I didnt heard his response so I thought he finally let me go. Instead I heard him after a while.

"Do you still love me?" My heart bears fasten. Do I still love him?

"I dont know"

"What kind of answer is that?" I feel like crying but I stop myself.

I didnt reply instead I closed my eyes.

He sighed. "I guess I can find it myself."

My brows crease in confusion. I open my eyes only to see his eyes. He then looked at my lips. I thought my heart racing couldnt get any faster but I thought wrong. I cant breathe.

His lips are so close I can feel it brushing against mine. I can smell his perfume. I want to pull away but I cant and I dont know why.

Finally he kissed me. And I never been so happy and confuse at the same time. Its our first kiss.

Although its just a kiss I can feel all of his emotions. And finally I kissed him back. 

"You kiss me back" he then place his hand above my chest. "And your heart is beating so fast." he smiled. "You still love me"

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