Crazy Little Devil

Fancy 21

Yumi is right. Yes. But.. "It's their gusto naman eh. And they know naman that they are madami na nanliligaw saken."

"Oo nga. Pero hindi nila alam na may laman na ang puso mo. Na sa kanilang apat, you're so much inlove with Blake."

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I'm being masama na ba? "Pero Yumi, I didn't know naman kung mahal na din talaga ako ni Blakey. I'm not sure If he's really making ligaw to me. Kaya.."

"Kaya hinahayaan mo na may reserba ka? Na kapag wala si Blake, meron namang Lyndon, Kit at Sydd? Mali yun fancy. I'm here telling all of this because I'm worried about you. I'm here as your Ate."

"Yumi.."

"Ayokong isipin na iba na masama kang babae. Kapag kase nalaman ng iba 'yan, na kesyo nagpapaligaw ka kahit may isa ka naman na talagang minamahal, masasabihan ka pang malandi. At ayokong mangyari yun. You're like a little sister to me. It's better kung sabihan mo sila na itigil na nila ang ginagawa nilang panliligaw dahil may iba kang mahal."

She's right naman eh. But thinking of..

Si Kit, he's not my type nga. He's mas matanda kase. 

Si Lyndon, kahit na he's mas matanda to me, he can still make me kilig. 

Si Sydd, I'm so inis sa kanya but I'm na-attached na din sa kanya. And I'm comfortable with him even before. 

Then si Blakey, he's nag-iba na. He's paiba-iba, now he's okay naman then later on, he's being masungit again and cold. But he's still the guy I'm inlove with. 

What to do? "How can I make sabi to them na ayoko nila akong ligawan?" I asked her. 

"As simple as saying thank you. Thank them for their efforts but you're sad to say na ayaw mong umasa pa sila dahil may iba ka ng mahal."

"I don't know if kaya ko." I'm a little devil but sometimes, I'm nagiging afraid din. 

"You can do it bubwit. Gusto mo bang makarating pa sa Kuya mo na nagpapaligaw ka kahit wala naman na silang pag-asa? Worst, mga kaibigan pa ng Kuya mo."

Lyndon and Kit have no pag-asa naman talaga to me eh. I'm happy lang talaga with their company. Like a brother, like that. But not as a lover. I know age doent matter pero I can love them. I can't bigay them what they gusto.  

"Cheer-up bubwit. Sinabihan lang kita about this kasi napansin ko na. Ayoko lang na maging masama ka sa tingin ng ibang tao. Okay?"

I'm tumango. I'm thankful I have Ate like her. She's really magaling sa advice. 

"Wife!"

"Tinatawag na ako ng Kuya mo. Psh. Yang Kuya mo, saglit lang ako mawala sa paningin niya, akala mo mawawala nakong tuluyan."