the perpetual heavy sigh even before my eyes scan its way open
slamming my victimised phone soundless
the fourth flight of stairs already made me admit defeat for the day
along comes the recurrent hyena screeching drowning me in my own thoughts
the dread of having to meet the same faces
the same old gossip
turning my back and seeping back into my own thoughts
the recurring "why do i even live" plays
my mind set on my Korean drama and disheveled bed awaiting me
today, i stare at my pale pink wall for 4 minutes
this unfamiliar feeling of liberty
shooting up from my bed just to lay back down with uncertainty
subconsciously sliding a "how have you been?"
the emptiness irreplaceable
another typical regret
are we even surprised?
[a/n] in light of the covid-19, i pieced a poem that embodies my resentments and regret while i was in school ;( now that they are not of reach, i miss everything so much.. i hope everyone is staying home and staying safe!!!! appreciate everything that's around you especially your loved ones
much love<3
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Non-Fictioni feel dumb with my very little contextual knowledge of the world & i find it hard for anyone to possibly understand me but it's fine that's why i have Wattpad ∩(︶▽︶)∩ this is my safe place to vent out my unworldly thoughts hehe feel free to relate...
