Many think that because I'm 18 that I should start making a life for myself...they aren't wrong, however maybe I'm not ready yet. I'm not ready to leave, to be free to make my own choice without a little bit of guidance.
Kimmi is what my friends call me, but my real name as you have probably guested is Kimberlie like I said I'm 18 there not much for an 18 year old girl to do in my neighborhood except get knee deep in loads of shit. I graduated from high school, and I have a job. However we all know people..."So when the next chapter of your life gonna start?" I hear this question at least a few dozen times a month. (Yes I count). Most times I just respond saying some dumb shit like, " I don't know, maybe college or I'll just work, or I might do both." I know makes no sense. Sometimes I dream.... (Yes teenagers still dream adults!) that I'll be the best dancer or singer out there. Platinum records and everything, I planned it all out. I'm just waiting for the day when it's going to happen. When it does I'll finally be someone, and my family will be twice as proud. It's crazy though, though my parents say they will support my dream they still think it's childish, but hey who
wouldn't even I think it's stupid. It's real hard to talk about a dream when the people around you don't believe you can do it. Thus you lose faith your self, and become like me, a dreamer with no motivation.
