Friends are there to help.
Friends will always have your back.
Until they kill themselves.
They leave
They leave you will hurt.
They leave you blaming yourself.
You wish that you could've saved them.
You wish that you could've stopped them.
I wish she would've gotten help.
I wish she would've reached out for help.
But no she had to leave me all alone.
She had to leave with no answers.
She left me all alone in this shity world.
Now every time I cut I will think of you.
Now much you hurt me.
The blood that drips off my legs.
Is cuz of you.
Why did you have to kill yourself. You left me crying,
I stay up all night.
Thinking of how I could've helped.
Thinking if I stayed
Everything would've been okay.
You would've still been here
Now I just cry myself to sleep every night.
I want to be with you. I want to kill myself.
So I don't have to be in pain anymore. So I can be free with you.
So I can see your beautiful face.
One last night,
Then I snap out of the dream.
And I realize your still gone.
