Being an introvert is not so easy you have to act like extrovert in front of people and I tried my best but I know that it was not so easy but on the virtual world no one can ever think that I was so introvert that I can't even start conversation with anyone.
One day I met her and never had any feel and talking minutes with her felt like hours and always thought that someone please call me so that I can break that conversation with her but slowly slowly! An introvert person become a normal with the person after knowing someone, same happened with me after few months the hours became minutes and minutes became seconds talking to her and she knew nothing but her company made me feel that there is someone except my parents with whom I can talk anything and for hours and wanted to have a conversation that is never ending.
I firstly thought that it might be attraction that happens in the teenage, but it's been many year and same thought come when I see and talk to her now I knew that it was more than attraction because now at 18 I know what attraction feels like and the attraction goes from head in few days or months or year but it's not there in your head for years!. But being an introvert, it was very hard to tell her and it always give me goosebumps because thinking of the consequences like "What will happen to our friendship",
"Will she like to talk to me again", "Will I say something that she doesn't like", and many more because being a bit imaginative about everything happening in your surrounding made it hard to confess everything because you imagine the negative side faster than that on positive side.
After many years and months I thought of telling her everything but it was very hard and.........
