Random "Things"

I React To...

Like We Used To

Italy X Reader

WARNING: VERY STRING FEELS ( Made me cry ;-; )

"Bella, please don't go! I love you! All those other girls mean nothing to me," Feliciano said. But it was too late. You already saw the posted pictures of Feli kissing other girls. Yeah, he was drunk off his ass in those pics, and doesn't even remember it happening, but it wasn't the first time. You walked out and slammed the door.

Me: WHAT THE FUCK GO BACK AND FORGIVE HIM YOU LITTLE FUCKER! oh wait I'm the fucker. GO BACK AND FORGIVE HIM ME FUCKER!

After a few days, he saw you at the mall with Denmark. You guys were laughing and taking cute pictures together. You guys weren't dating, just good "friends". But, he was perfect. Beautiful, caring, and average smart.

Me: NO! I WANT ITALY!

You guys went to eat pizza at Sbarro, just like you and Feli used to. Matthias took you to check out clothes, just like Feli would. Hot Topic had all your favorite band tees and cute little accessories. You got 14g gauges just to try them, and Matthias just giggled the whole time you were putting them in because you made weird faces because of the pain.

Me: ...

And this whole time, Feliciano watched, sniffling with tears in his eyes. He watched you do all things you two used to do, but with Matthias instead.

Me: No stop crying Feli I'm sorry!

Ludwig caught up to Feli and said, "There you are! Und where have you been?!" He looked at the Italian, then looked in the direction he was staring. He saw you and Matthias having a good time and looked back at Feli. "You messed up, und this time, you can't fix it. You can only move on." the German spoke in his thick accent. Italy fell apart and began crying and calling your name, but you guys were long gone.

Me: *starts to tear up and whispers: No no no no*

Ludwig drove Feli home and he just stayed in bed, petting a picture of you and crying. He never got up other than for the rest room. He only ate and drank enough to survive each day. He ate to keep himself here on earth, or his perfect hell.

Me: No please stop crying! *a tear falls down*

A few weeks later, he went to the mall and saw you two, again. But you two were holding hands and exchanging little lovely kisses and giggles. Feli felt pain in his heart and it was getting harder to breathe. The words "You can only move on" echoed in his head.

Me: NO!!!

He wrote on a piece of paper and then stuck it in his pocket. As you walked out of the mall with Matthias, you heard people yell at the roof of the tall building. You looked up as you heard, "Jumper! He's a jumper! It's a suicide! Help!" It was a jumper. How weird. Then you saw him just. . . fall.

Me: NO ITALY DON'T DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!! *tears fall down face*

You heard a SMACK and then the body laid lifeless. You gasp and weep as you see your ex lover lay lifeless. Matthias held you close and spoke words that were attempts to make you feel better, like "He was a great guy. Don't cry, it wasn't your fault." But, he, too, was in tears. You bawled and bawled on the drive home, and Matthias picked you up out of the car and laid you in his bed and let you rest. He gave you a piece of paper, "Here, it's for you. It was next to Feliciano's body and it had your name on it."

Me: NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!! *tears fall down rapidly as I continue to somewhat shout no*

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Does he watch your favorite movies?

Me: NO!!!

Does he hold you when you cry?

Me: NO!!!

Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?

Me: NO!!!

Can you promise that if this was right, don't throw it all away?

Me: STOP FEELS!!!

Can you do all these things,

Me: NO!!!

Will you do all these things

Me: NO!!!

Like we used to?

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Me: *tears still coming down face* NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!! *throws Kindle at bed and cries in emo corner*

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Hey guy ;-; *blows nose in tissue* I'm sorry for the feels ;-; You guys can request on what I React to ;-; it can be about anything ;-; And I mean really anything ;-; This is not mine it's from RainbowSquid ;-; once again sorry for the feels My Young White Butlers ;-;