Connor x Reader

3

A/N: suicide and self harm warning
(Y/f/r) = Your favorite restaurant
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(Your POV)
It's been a few days since the fight and cutting my finger incident. I was hungry so I decided to leave and go to (y/f/r) . I walked there. As soon as I walked in I saw Gavin and he was with a blonde chick. I walked up to them and realized Gavin was kissing her. I just stood there shocked. After they finished their little kiss Gavin saw me. "Oh, hey (Y/n)." He said embarrassed. "What is this?!" I yelled a little tears running down my face. "Don't worry about it, he would never really love an ugly piece of dirt like you!" The blond girl retorted. I looked at Gavin really upset. "She's right, no one would every love you! Not even your dad!" He laughed. "You should just go kill yourself!" The girl said laughing too. I grabbed her by her throat. "YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS YOU STUPID JERK!" Then I slapped her. I ran out bawling. I didn't stop running until I got home. I opened the door and slammed it shut running upstairs. I locked myself in my room. "I HATE HIM!!!! I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!!!" I screamed on the top of my lungs. I threw a picture of him and I on the ground. I picked a piece of the glass up. I started to cut my wrist. "1 CUT FOR BEING UGLY!" "ANOTHER ONE FOR BEING STUPID!" "ANOTHER ONE FOR EXISTING!!" "AND ANOTHER ONE FOR THINKING PEOPLE LIKED ME!!!"

(Connor's POV)
I was sitting on the couch with Lieutenant and Nicole when (Y/n) came running inside the house slamming the door and running upstairs. She slammed her bedroom door and started screaming "I HATE HIM!!!! I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!!!" Then we all heard glass breaking. We looked at each other. "Uh, Connor you should check that out, Nicole is gonna stay the night with me and you can stay here and try to calm (Y/n) down." The Lieutenant said. I just nodded my head to him and started heading upstairs. I could hear her yelling something about cut this and cut that. I got to her bedroom door and knocked. No answer, I was getting a little worried. Then I remembered I got a secret key made to open her door. I opened her door and she was sitting on the ground with blood running down her wrist to her hand and dripping on the floor. Nicole and Hank were gone already so I left the door open they wouldn't hear anything. I ran to her. "(Y/n) what are you doing?!" I shouted at her upset she broke her promise. "GO AWAY!" She yelled. "No, I'm not leaving!" I said raising my voice. "I'M GOING TO SLIT MY WRIST SO I CAN DIE AND MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY!!!!" I stood shocked at what I heard. She started moving the glass dangerously close to her wrist. I quickly grabbed the wrist that had the glass in it. "LET GO CONNOR!!!" "NO, I WON'T LET YOU DO THIS!!!!" I yelled getting angered every second. I was about to grab the glass until she kicked me away. She went back to placing it in the same spot. This time I was furious. I pinned her down and grabbed both her wrists. I got really mad when she would talk down on herself and hurt herself. "OUCH! CONNOR GET OFF OF ME!!!" "NO! I AM TIRED OF HEARING YOU TALK DOWN ON YOURSELF AND YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE!!!" She kicked me off again and I hit my head on the wall. She ran down stairs and I chased after her. She grabbed a knife from the drawer in the kitchen. I ran in front of her and she turned around. I slammed both my hands down on the counter on each side of her so she can't get out. "MOVE CONNOR!" "I WILL NOT MOVE FROM MY PLACE UNTIL YOU STOP DOING THIS!!!" She tried pushing me back but I had a pretty good grip on the counter. "Why are you doing this?!" I asked a little softer than before. "Because no one loves and will ever love me Connor, because I'm stupid and ugly, BECAUSE I'M JUST A WASTE OF OXYGEN!!!" She yelled at me. "Your terribly mistaken (Y/n)!" "YOU'RE A TERRIBLE LIAR CONNOR!!!" "Probably Because I'm not lying!" She pushed me back by using both her hands and a foot. She started to run outside. I followed close behind her. I finally got up to her and wrapped both my arms around her. "Connor let me go NOW!" "No! I will never let you go until you stop being mean to yourself!" I said sternly. I spun her around to face me. "(Y/n) please stop this!" I started crying a little. (Y/n) wasn't crying anymore she was just angry. "No Connor, I will not stop. I know you know it's true!" "IT IS NOT TRUE!" I got even more furious when she said that. I took the knife out of her hand and placed it in my pocket. Not so it will cut me. I picked her up and put her over my shoulder. "CONNOR PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW!!!" "NO, I AM ANGERED AT YOU, YOUV'E LEFT ME NO CHOICE BUT TO PHYSICALLY TAKE YOU HOME!!!!" It was pretty quiet. Once we got home I placed (Y/n) back on her feet. I ran to the kitchen to put the knife away and ran back to the living room. She looked extremely mad. "WHAT WAS THAT FOR CONNOR?!" "YOU LEFT ME NO CHOICE SO I JUST CARRIED YOU HOME!!!" "I'll just go drink bleach!" She was about to walk past me but I pinned her down. "What the heck Connor?!" "Who told you all of those lies?" "No one!" "(Y/n) I know your lying. Now tell me!" "Gavin! And their not lies!" "Yes they are! I-I love you (Y/n) ok?!" "Yeah right! Your just saying that out of pity and I know that for a FA—" I slammed my lips onto hers and started kissing her. After a few seconds I parted away from her soft lips. "I do really love you (Y/n)." "Hah, that's what Gavin said. LOOK WHERE THAT BROUGHT M—" I kissed her again. I released the second kiss. "Connor I know you don't really—" she stopped again when I started giving her tiny showers of kisses on her face. She started to smile and giggle a little. "Connor, you can stop now. I still don't—" I gave her tiny kisses again. "OK! FINE! YOU WIN CONNOR!" I smiled really big and hugged her. "I love you (Y/n)!" My voice was muffled because I had my head placed in the dip of her shoulder. "I love you too Connor."
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A/N: AAAAWWWWwwwwWWWW
I LOVE THIS CHAPTER!!!!! I hope you did too! Love ya guys 💗 bye 👋🏻