My Introvert Crush

Chapter 3(part 1)

My summer is not so interesting.. Just like the usual summer breaks I have experienced the past few years, ganon parin at walang pinagbago...

But even though I can't see him, I have always thought of him... Everytime I spaced out, he's the one I think about.

But there's a time when I realized na walang point ang paghihintay ko, naisip ko lang na ano pang saysay ng paghihintay ko na alam ko namang wala akong pagasa, wala akong panlaban eh, tanging mga signs lang yung panlaban ko tapos wala pa talaga yung kasiguraduhan, baka coincidence lang yun, kahit chat nga eh wala talaga maipagmamalaki...

That's when I felt so so so... Basta hindi ko alam yung tamang word, yung feeling na nawawalan ka na ng pagasa, yung wala kang mahanap na panlaban, wala kang alas na makakapagpanalo sayo...

That's why I prayed to God, I told Him, "God, whatever you think is right, please give me a sign", even though I didn't pray for any specific sign, I still waited... Then there it is...

God gave me the sign.. I don't know if it's still coincidental, but my gut feeling thinks that it really is God's way of saying that I should keep on holding on.. Maybe it's not yet time for me to be with my crush..

I always believe that there's always time for everything with God...

Now I'm certain that I should keep my words to God...