Always and forever (COMPLETED)

Chapter 17 (forget about him)

Ouch! My head!

I was about to go out from my room

When i saw a man sleeping on the floor

Gosh!! Its Zac!

"Hey!! Wake up!!!"

"Uhhm"

"Zac!!! I said wake up!!!!"

"Owh! Grey!"

"What the hell are you doing here?!"

"Relax okay? I did nothing to you. Your Mom allowed me to sleep here since theres no vacant room"

"MOM!!!!"

i shouted while going down from my room

"Yes anak?"

"Who gave you the right to let him sleep in my room?"

"Sorry anak. Your house has two rooms. I and your ate thea occupies the second room so i just let him sleep with you"

"You should have just told him to go home!"

"Hey! Bat ba galit na galit ka kay Mom? Friend mo naman si Zac diba?"

"Ano na lang iisipin ni Ram ate?!"

"Anak.. wala na si Ram"

Shit..

Oo nga pala

I thought i saw him last night

Its just a dream lang siguro :(

"Grey.. im sorry" zac says

"Its okay."

"I'll help you Grey"

"Help me what?"

"Help you to forget about him"

"Im gonna die first before i can do that"

"That impossible Grey"

"Thats the point. Its impossible to forget him"

I didn't wait for him to answer

I left them.

Arrg! Pinag titinginan ako ng mga tao

I forgot im wearing pajamas

Good thing i bring my wallet

I'll buy clothes nalang sa mall

[Sa mall]

"Look thats Grey right?"

"She's still gorgeous even shes wearing pajamas"

I heard them talking about me

"She look so hot"

I saw a group of guy

Duh! I know im hot and gorgeous

Finally nakita ko na ang store ng manager ko

Ang Steffan clothings

Model din ako nito

But before i could step inside

I saw a man

Bought a pig teddy bear the same teddy bear that Ram gave me. The 1st and the last time that we celebrated Christmas together.

My heart aches.

I followed the man.

His going outside.

Now his lost from my sight.

I continued walking then i saw a convenience store

I bought 6 cans of beer and ride a cab

After 8 hours

Nandito ako ngayon sa malayong beach

This is a perfect place

Nobody's here

No one can see me.

I'm alone.

Im watching the sun waves goodbye.

I remember the first time na dinala ako ni Ram sa beach.

That beach is so especial

We watched sunset together

Now im watching alone.

Panay lang ang inom ko

"Forget about him"

I remember Zac told me that.

How am i going to forget you Ram?

I thought im strong.

But until now im still crying.

I want to be with you baby.

I want to see you..

I want to see you smile..

I want to hug you..

I want to touch you..

I want to kiss you..

I'm badly missing you my labidabi baby..

Now im walking towards the ocean.

I've tried for so many times to end my life

But nothing happens im still alive.

Now im going to give it a try again

For the nth time

But if this attempt wont succeed

I think thats the time that i'll forget about you.

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