There is a smile on my face
Though there are tears in my heart
I won't be broken down
I won't be the one to fall apart.
I gave it my all
I've given it my best
But it's all fallen through
Just like all the rest.
Yet I won't give up on myself again
I will harden my heart
No one will win it again.
Be strong Amanda
I tell myself over and over
As I guzzle this alcohol
And fight to stay sober.
As I put it away and take a look around,
All is quiet, there is no sound.
I have found
That over time I have become stronger
I won't be weak any longer.
So follow my advice girls,
I'm not saying give up
But keep your strength, be strong
Don't hold on if he has a doubt,
The pain will hurt, make you want to scream and shout.
But let him go to find his happiness.
Holding on will only cause sadness.
Be the strong one and do the right thing
Don't force him to keep loving you
Even though he makes your heart sing.
