My Saviour

Part 1

"Va te tuer" (Go kill yourself) I keep hearing in my head. I'm over everything, over life, friends, and family. "peut-être que je devrais juste me tuer" (Maybe I should just kill myself) I thought out loud while wailing. I stood on the edge of the bridge thinking about everyone who has ever hurt me. I've had enough of the pain, the bruises, the tears. I had enough of living. "Au revoir monde" I whisper then I jumped. I felt the wind against my face while all my worries disappeared. This is it, the end, no going back now but I'm happy. The water felt further away then it is, it feels like time has slowed down.

Once the water finally hit me I smiled, not because I knew I will die, but because I know my pain will be over. I let myself drown, death is peaceful, it's like walking through the woods.

"Adria". "Adrianna". I tried to open my eyes to find out who was saying my name but I couldn't. I started to panic. I thought I was dead, how am I alive? "H-hello" I try to say but it came out stirred and dry. "Adria we need you to open your eyes" I hear a deep, males voice say. I try to open them but it was like they're glued tight. "Someone get the doctor" I hear the same voice yell. I keep trying to open my eyes but they wouldn't budge. I started to panic, what happened?.

"Hello Adrianna, my name is Dr. Joseff. I'm here to try to help you, can you lift your right arm for me?" The doctor said calmly, I did what he asked. I lifted my right arm with ease. "Ok, can you lift your left one?" I tried but it was harder. "Can you lift your left leg for me please?" The doctor asked again. I lifted it with ease and also did with my right leg. "Adria, I have some good but bad news" The doctor started, I nodded for him to continue, "Your left leg is paralyzed. The nerves in your left arm have been killed, could be how the tree trunk hit your arm.".

I laid there shocked. I was so upset but ok with it, weirdly. "Will I ever be able to move it again?" I ask shakily. "Sorry but until the swelling goes down, we don't know". I looked at my arm then at the doctor. "When will we know?" I ask. The doctor looked at me with empathy "We could know by the end of today or never. I'm sorry but we haven't seen anything like this before" He finishes walking away. This is one of the horrible moments in my life where I wish my parents were still alive. Where I wish I had friends, someone to cry with, to laugh with.

I know I feel down a waterfall, that's how the tree trunk hit me, but who saved me? I blacked out once I hit a rock, next thing I knew I was here. "Are you ok Miss? You looked puzzled." An old looking nurse asked. "Do you know who brought me here?" I asked looking at the nurse. "A young boy did, looked around your age.". I sat there, puzzled on why someone who didn't know me would save me or did he know me?