Rosé

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Y/n POV

I awoke groggy and saw Rosé above me studying me. I jumped and fell back into the bed scared. She laughed and kissed my cheek. She was about to get up, but I grabbed her and made her stay. I hugged her and she played with my hair. I finally got up and showered. I then got a message they needed me at the base. I looked at Rosé worried. I stroked her back, I usually did this when I was nervous. I looked at her and said
"Babe they need me back at the base." She looked up at me and said
" Promise you'll come back." I smiled at picked her up I kissed her and said
" Well I can't promise anything but I'll try to stay safe." She looked worriedly at me and kissed my cheek. I continued to carry her and finally placed her down and said
" Babe, do great things at practice, do great, and if I'm gone.... Know that I love you." She looked at me and hugged me I felt her tears already.
" Don't say that y/n." I lifted her chin and said
" I  love you Rosé." I walked out the door before she attacked me with a kiss. I smiled into it and stroked her hair. I laughed and kissed her cheek. And left to the airport. K got onto the jet and flew to the base.

Time skip
It's been a few months and we we're ready. I sent out troops to get back our secret weapon a new gun design. I leaned them and
I ran into the shooting. They really wanted our gun. That's when I got shot in the leg. I stopped and then got shot it the arm. The. Some guy came behind me out of no where. He cut my leg and I shot his head. I yelled and saw the war going on. I saw the leader I aimed and shot him but he shot my chest then he grazed my head, but I felt it did leave a big mark. I yelled and saw soldiers get the box back and then it all went black.

Rosé's POV
It's been four months since Y/n left, he hasn't called me or anything. I cry when I'm alone sometimes, I really hate him not being here. I then saw my band members coming near me. They all looked worried, I knew they were going to say that y/n was probably dead. I can't except that y/n is everything to me. Then my phone rang I quickly checked it in case it was y/n. Then I saw it was his units number. I picked up and a voice said
" Hello ma'am, we are sorry to inform you that y/n has suffered from a great um..... great damage during a  battle. We just-" I cut him off
" Is he ok?" I was panicking insisde.
" He is ok, suffering and just finished surgery, he might need a few things, but he should be ok. His chances of survival they are scarce about a 50 50. We'll call you when you can visit him... And if he does die, we'll let you know."I then said
" Ok please call me as soon as possible." Then I heard on the other side chaos. I heard medics yelling ' get him to the emergency room! And get the anesthesia, we're going to need it, WE'RE LOSING HIM." I felt my heart drop. The person calling me then hung up. I started crying right then and there. My band mates came and comforted me. They hugged me, and said sweet things.

Time skip

It's been two months since I got that call. I still think about it every day. Lisa specifically to me that I needed to move on and helped me get a new boyfriend. But, it just wasn't the same. I flashed back to the day he needed to leave. I shouldn't have let him go. A tear fell down my face, they continued to fall. Then I heard my phone, i checked it it was his unit again. My heart beat stopped. I picked it up and they said
" Ma'am he has lived, you could come visit if you want he may look... different." I then said
" I'm coming." Then they hung up when I heard a voice I haven't heard in so long
" Who we're you talking to?" It was Y/n my y/n. Then they hung up. I then got a call from my 'boyfriend'
" Hey babe." He said
" Hi, looked David we need to talk.i never loved you, and I'm not even supposed to be dating you so. We're over, I still think your a great person, but your just not for me." I hung up feeling a bit lighter on my chest. I packed and got ready to visit y/n. I drove to the air port and waited for the flight with some of our crew members with me.

Time skip

Y/n POV
I heard that Rosé was coming to visit me. I didn't want to see her I saw that she had a new boyfriend. And even though a small part of me still wanted her back I couldn't have her. Plus, I didn't want her to see me this way. I had a dumb bandage around my head, a heavily bandaged arm and my leg was the worst. It was bandaged with a bunch of bull on it. I also had bruises and scars. My lip was horribly scared. After I passed out there was more blood she'd and j was still hit  I sat in that bed tears dripping down my face.

Not because I was
injured
Cut
Or crippled
But because I couldn't get her back. I flashed back to the the day I left for this place. I could've denied I could've just ignored it... But I didn't and now the most important thing in my life is gone. Rosé is gone and I can't get her back. I don't want her to see me. Weak
Mad
Ashamed. I don't want her to see me. I got out of bed and limped to the window. I wanted out of here I want freedom. I looked at my pills tempted. I have the thoughts I shouldn't have. Yet, I can't show her what I'm going through. So, I'll wait until I can get her back. I'll cry every tear just so i can have her, I will do anything to get her back.

Time skip

Y/n POV
I heard a knock on my door and I sat on my bed staring at my leg. The door opened and I didn't look up. I stared at my leg more this was my fault. I then saw someone sit next to me. I then felt something I have been dieing to feel. Rosé touched my hand and stroked my hair. A tear threatened to fall down my face. I pulled away and said in a whisper
" Why... Why I've been gone half a year and you already got a new boyfriend. Why?" My voice quivered. She quietly replied
" Y/n.. I didn't want to, they suggested I moved on, but j couldn't. I broke up with him, I don't love him I love you." That hurt more. I turned away and said
" Why do you love me? I'm a crippled man who's as ugly as a.. a ogre. I'm nothing now, I can't do anything but lay hear and cry." Rosé made me look at her and she had to see me and my disgusting face. I turned away again and a tear fell down my eyes. I'm never ever going to be what I was. Every again. She then said
" Y/n stop, I love you only you, not for your looks, even if you were the worst person alive I would still love you." She hugged me tightly and I just stayed still. I couldn't take a angel like her to my hell. But I couldn't resist. I hugged her back slowly and tears steamed down my face. I'm weak. But it doesn't matter. I pulled away and stared at her eyes she was still beautiful. Then she saw the scar on my lip she touched it and kissed it. I felt a weight lifted off my chest. I melted into the kiss and hugged her I smiled and deepened the kiss. She giggled and went on top of me. I felt like my old self. She held my hair and I I hugged her back. I didn't care about that guy anymore because I knew now. That she was mine forever.

I love you Rosé

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