Fallen stars

Chapter 1

What does happiness feel like?

I know it sounds stupid but...
It's a feeling I have longed to feel.

"Ellie get your ass down here!"

The anger in his voice is enough to give me an idea of what's to come.
I sheepishly creep down stairs. With every step I take, I know I'm getting closer and closer to my fate.
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, i fucking hate it.
These words repeat over and over,it's driving me insane.
He is driving me insane.

- - -

"Ellie, why are you so fucking useless!"
"I asked you to make me dinner not make me shit!"
"What have I done to deserve this, I have been at work all day and all I want is a decent meal and you can't even do that, you fucking whore."

I so badly wanted to scream back at him, "if it's that fucking horrible, then maybe you should cook your own dinner."
But of corse I didn't respond I just stood there and let him abuse me.
Every time he hit me it was a constant reminder that I cannot fulfill his needs.
I don't understand why he doesn't leave me.
If I'm not good enough then just leave!
But he never does, all he does is use me abuse me.
It's as if I'm his personal punching bag.
When he gets home for work all I get is shit from him, about how useless i am or how I am not able to fulfill his needs.

- - -

He calms down and screams at me to grab him a beer.
Obviously I can't say no so I hang my head low and go to get him a beer.
Then it hits me.
We ran out of beer last night.
I start to panic.
The thoughts of what he is going to do to me swarm my mind.

"Ellie I asked you to get me a fucking beer, so where the hell is it?!"

I start to feel dizzy and sick.
I grab onto the counter for support and thats the last thing I remember.

- - -

I wake in a pool of blood.
I try to sit up.
Then it hits me.
The pain, the excruciating pain, it's so painful that it's the only thing I can think about.
The pain, pain, pain,pain...
As I try to sit up more I fall back on the floor.
I'm to weak and the fatigue is kicking in.
I end up falling asleep in a pool of blood.

—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Author's note.

Hello, I know that this is probably pretty bad. It's my first entry/book I have ever written so it's not going to be amazing but all I hope is that you can enjoy it.

Just a quick note this book does and will cover some very touchy subjects. So if you know you are someone who gets triggered very easily, I don't recommend you reading this. However if you have chosen to read this then you have been warned.

Goodbye my lovelies!