Day 1

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April 25, 2019
5:08pm
Everything was such a blurr. I'm starting to think I can't go on in the world.... My son Inkpensarenice did their speech I was really proud and wish I had something on my mind beside suicide.... I've tried happy pills before but they've stopped working 4 or 5 years ago. Would it be better for the world if I just disappeared... I wish that would happen but I won't let the only emotion I can feel so far in my life take control.... "I'm O K A Y" is what I always say... And I mean it.

I'll always put my families lives live my sister -authorash 's life before mine....

I just need sometime to myself... In the mean time I'll read some fanfics and try to make my chapters.

-Mango

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