How am I supposed to
make you feel okay
When all you do is
walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much
I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gayit was the middle of the night. i was crying like the loser i am. i kept weeping and weeping until finally my phone vibrated. it was a message from him.
京治:
sorry...
i stared at my phone for a while before turning it off again. the room was dark but the soft light coming from the moon made it look comforting enough...
...
名前:
hey akaashi京治:
yeah?名前:
i lov |
i lo |
i like you京治:
im sorry?
but im not ready for a relationship...
no hard feelings.名前:
it's fine
i get it京治:
still friends?
right?名前:
of course.
goodnight akaashibefore going to bed i let out a shaky breath. i've had enough.
the next morning.
" (y/n)! how was it? " my friend ran to me with so much joy and enthusiasm filled in her eyes and here i look like i'm about to end everything.
i sighed. " not good. " i desperately tried to calm myself down from starting a drama from being an emotional wreck.
" why? " she looked at me in the eyes, she noticed the dark circles around my eyes and i clearly looked like a deranged woman. " oh. but what was his reason? "
" he was gay. "
oh i wish. i really wish.
i smilled sadly to her dumbfounded face and continued walking on the hallway.
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wish you were gay ❥ akaashi keiji
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