A note for you, from the bottom of my heart.

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This is a thank you for 200.
Some of you know me.
You know the memey, bubbly, kind me.
I hide behind smiles and giggles.
I've said this before, but I'll say it before.
I have to be that way. I have to be self sufficient.  Take care of myself and trust myself. Most days, my parents are busy with my brother. I get attention. Yes.
But it dosen't feel like enough.
I almost cut last night. I was so close. But I was too scared, so I just scratched my wrist really hard. It didn't even leave a mark. That's okay. I don't want people worrying about me, even though I doubt anyone would notice.
MY struggles are so small compared to other people's.
Sure, I hate my looks. But other people are dieing.
It's irrelevant. I'm irrelevant.
Everyone else is better and deserves love.
I always felt this way, still do.
But I know so many amzing people on wattpad who prove me wrong.
So.
Thank you. For making my life better.
I love you. I mean that.
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
- Brooke

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