her fourth crush was the most difficult,
for the boy was simply a boy,
with a difficult past.
he was mysterious
and entrancing at the same time.
there was something about him
that called out to her,
that made her want to get to know him,
and with that, she did.
she reached out to him
and smiled a lot more than she usually did.
she tried reassuring herself that her feelings were genuine,
but she still isn't positive,
so she wants to learn
to let him go.
