she'll admit that she had a bit of a relapse.
after wasting a month and a half on her third crush,
she finally decided that she had experienced enough.
she went through a short phase of acceptance.
it was hard,
understanding that her time was not yet to come,
but as she waited,
and waited for a sign,
she began noticing the sparkle in her second crush's eyes.
they talked and engaged more and more,
and she could slowly begin to picture a brighter future.
surprisingly, as a small amount of time passed by,
she realized that maybe,
just maybe,
he was better off as her friend.
so, she let him go,
and held him tightly.
