Transitioning

Esme

"Black was cheating on me." I mumbled making him look at me scrunching his eyebrows up.

"How you know?"

"I just saw them in Walmart, he has a whole wife and child."

Q didn't even say anything, he stopped the car making a U turn. He pulled up in front of Walmart hopping out the car leaving his door open and all as he rushed into Walmart. I called his name even though I couldn't even see him because he rushed in Walmart too fast.

Like 10 minutes passed before he walked back to the car, he pulled off real fast going down the street looking mad.

"Why niggas think they could just hurt you?" He asked glancing at me. "You got a whole fucking army behind you."

"Quade relax." I spoke seeing he was pissed off.

"I promise you when I see that nigga Imma stomp that nigga bald." He clenched his jaw. "Cause when Face broke ya heart, I couldn't do much cause that's my manz but I don't give a fuck about Black."

"This why I didn't wanna be in a relationship, I explained how hurt I been and he broke me even worse."

"Nah, he ain't break you. He just shook you a lil but it's cool cause you got me to repair you back."

"I love you so much fave." I leaned my head on him.

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I woke up seeing Q next to me, we stayed up all night as he listened to me vent while I did the same. I needed that so much, it's like the memory of what happened at Walmart hit me as soon as I stood up making me feel a little down.

I grabbed my stuff for my shower along with some clothes since I had to change in the bathroom, as the music started playing I started crying.

Out of every way he could've moved, he decided to move like that.

I sat down as the water ran over my face while Beyonce x Resentment played loudly, I held my mouth so Q wouldn't hear me crying. I leaned my head down curling my lip as I silently cried, I was crying so hard I couldn't even breathe. This hurts, this hurts so bad.

"Es, come on and get dress." I heard Q say knocking on the door. I ignored him curling up. "Es, come on."

"I'm coming." I told him, I knew he heard the crack in my voice because I heard him sigh.

Getting up, I washed my body around three times making sure I was squeaky clean. I grabbed my blow dryer plugging it in as I put some heat protector along with leave in conditioner in it. I ran the blow dryer through it until I was satisfied, I started braiding my hair.

I was going bare face since I wasn't really in the mood to put on a face full of makeup, my lashes were really all I needed anyway. I lathered my skin along with my face then put on my undergarments. I put on my socks then my jeans and lastly the t-shirt.

I didn't understand how people put their pants on then their socks, weirdos.

I walked out the bathroom grabbing my Air Max "Have a Nice Day" 97s, I slipped them on also grabbing my jean jacket. I made sure I put down three pee pads, along with enough food and water. I put out some of his toys leaving the kitchen overhead stove light on since he don't like the dark.

My phone started ringing as I seen Q calling, I made sure I got all my stuff as I answered. I forgot my charger making me got right back in the house, I sighed making sure I had everything by checking everything in my head.

"I'm right in front."

"I'm coming now." I spoke as he hung up.

As I was coming out, the elevator was about to close making me speed towards it a little. I saw a hand hold out to make the elevator doors open back, I seen it was Nas making me roll my eyes. I thanked him then backed up towards the wall. No words were exchanged as we both rode the elevator.