violentine one shots

wish you were gay.

clementine's POV

I had to go home for a week in the summer which meant I had to leave my dorm at college the one I shared with my bestfriend violet I always kinda like violet a bit more than friends but im not her type. definetly not her type. her ex is Tall im short she's got light ginger straight hair mines brown and curly she's pale and im tanned she has a slit in her eyebrow I don't she has bright blue eyes mine are brown and boring and pale. I have no chance with violet she's way out of my league and im everything she's not looking for. im such a mess I need to get my life together im almost 18 almost an adult I don't even know my sexuality maybe I can speak to violet about it when I get back to my dorm.yeah that sounds like a plan.   

I walked into school tired and searching for the blonde but I was met with Louis and his boyfriend Aasim "hey clem your back! I missed you!" he ran up and hugged me

"hey Lou how's it been?" I said hugging him back

"good  I just got paid by the way violet is in your dorm she told me to tell you if I saw you." he said

"i was looking for her so thanks. cya later lou!" I ran to my dorm pulling my heavy black suit case 

I got outside my dorm looking for my key as I heard a guitar playing.. followed by a voice..

"baby I don't feel so good six words you never understood.. I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say... I laugh along like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long... If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away.." did she write this her self? I wonder who it's about.

"I just wanna make you feel okay.. But all you do is look the other way... I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay... I just kinda wish you were gay.." oh. my god. is she singing about me??

"Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a twelve step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue Eleven hey's Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate alone at seven, you were six minutes away.." she has to be.

" How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay.." I'm sorry..

"To spare my pride... To give your lack of interest an explanation.. Don't say, I'm not your type... Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation... I'm so selfish.. But you make me feel helpless, yeah.. And I can't stand another day Stand another day.." Oh violet if you knew how much you mean to me.. I stood there and heard her sniffle.. and sob.. I can't take this anymore

"violet.." I burst through the door as she jumped "are you crying..???" violet never cries.. she nods her head

"just I missed you.." I ran up to her and hugged her

"don't worry im back now." I rubbed her back as she looked down at me because she's taller

"you're such a cutie clem. how did I get so lucky to have you as-" I cut her off by making our lips meet.. she kissed back.. and I pulled away.. I just kissed violet. and she kissed back.

"you heard the song didn't you?" I nodded " I wrote it about you.." I hugged her.. I felt safe.. i'm happy.. all the pain the stress the tears.. she made it all worth it

" I love you violet."

"I love you too Clementine."