Naomi's P.O.V
"Your baby has unfortunately passed away . You were gonna make 4 weeks tomorrow." "Your vagina has been fractured badly which could prevent any Pregnancy's." The nurse says looking at her clipboard then at me .
My heart dropped . I felt like someone just took all the air left my body . "No , NO , NO !" I shout tears falling . I feel my heart rate going up . I collapse on the cold floor and the same heavy dark feeling came over me again . I remembered my mamas word . I had to fight . I forced my eyes open .
By now I was being pushed on a stretcher . I had a mask over my face it felt like i was only drifting away for 10 seconds I guess it was longer than that .
I remembered what happened before I blanked out and started to cry . My baby is dead . I let that monster kill my baby . I don't know what I was going to tell ethan . He hasn't talked to me since 2 days ago .
"Can I go home today ?" I asked the doctor who was checking my heart rate .
"By the looks of it , you should be good to go yes . Just take it easy okay ?" He says smiling at me showing off his perfect teeth .
"Of course thanks so much." I say smiling back with my mouth closed .
"Let me get the nurse to take you out and you can sign out in the front."
At Home
I called ethan and he didn't pick up the first call I call him again and he finally picks up on the 4th ring . What a asshole .
"What" he says clearly annoyed.
"Can you just come over please I have to tell you something important." I say lowly and annoyed .
Returning the same energy 😁
"Okay bye ."
"I love y-" I halfway say but get this . HE HUNG UP ON ME.
If only he knew all the shit I went through the past day ,I thought starting to cry in my bed . I kept on crying , I just let it all out . The only person I loved was ignoring me , I lost my precious baby , I got raped and abused , I had to say goodbye to my mom again . I almost fucking died . And it's like nobody cared .
I wasn't gonna take this , I remembered what keke said . If ethan ain't riding with me , it's FUCK HIM and I have to be independent. I text him .
Me;
Don't come over . You good .
Husband😉💍:
Nah I'm coming over .
Me:
I'm fr don't come over .
Husband😉💍:
Ok
I removed his contact name to just his phone number since he wanted to be so slick .
Right know I just feel so alone . At least i would eventually have my own children to love me . But I let someone take that opportunity away from me too .
I cry myself to sleep for the 100th time these past 2 days . I just wanted to be alone .
What will Naomi do ?
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