When he sees me (TH)

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Your POV.

(Also for your uniform, imagine a dress (any color) with a flared skirt and an apron, or you can imagine something else!)

(Don't play song yet!)

I wipe down the table as I think about my life.

What if I meet my future boyfriend here?

What would he think when he sees me?

"Thinking about your love life again Y/n?" Laurie says

"Yup. Because, what if when he or she, sees me? What will they think?" I ask

"They're gonna love you Y/n. You're a very lovable person." Ally says

"Thank you Ally, but really. What if they see me and what will they think? What's their first opinion of me?" I ask

(Play song now!)

"I stick with real things
Usually facts and figures
When information's in its place
I minimize the guessing game
Guess what? (What?)" I sing

"I don't like guessing games
Or when I feel things
Before I know the feelings
How am I supposed to operate
If I'm just tossed around by fate?
Like on an unexpected date?" I sing

I stop wiping the table and make hand motions, while dancing slightly.

"With a stranger who might talk too fast
Or ask me questions about myself
Before I've decided that
He can ask me questions about myself
He might sit too close
Or call the waiter by his first name
Or eat Oreos" I sing

I pick up the Oreos. And eat them.

"But eat the cookie before the cream
But what scares me the most
What scares me the most" I sing.

"Is what if when he sees me, what if he doesn't like it?
What if he runs the other way and I can't hide from it? (Ah)
What happens then? (Ah)" I sing.

"WHAT IF HE DOESN'T LIKE WHAT HE SEES?!" I exclaim

"What if he runs?" I ask

"WHAT WOULD I DO?!" I exclaim

"If when he knows me, he's only disappointed?
What if I give myself away, to only get it given back? (Ah)
I couldn't live with that (how do you live with that?)" I sing

"Would He be disappointed by me?" I ask before going back to singing.

They shake their heads.

"They'll love you." They say in unison.

"So, I'm just fine, inside my shell-shaped mind
This way I get the best view
So that when he sees me, I want him too" I sing

I wipe down the table again and think about what I'd want in a guy, or not want in a guy.

"Y/n, don't you think you're being a little, I mean maybe just a tad..." Laurie starts

"I'm not defensive!
I'm simply being cautious
I can't risk reckless dating
Due to my miscalculating
While a certain suitor stands in line" I sing

I head up to Ally and Laurie and sing to them after putting the rag down. I CAN'T RISK ANYTHING.

"I've seen in movies
Most made for television
You cannot be too careful
When it comes to sharing your life
I could end up a miserable wife" I sing

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