Dear Diary,
My name is Andy P. Evans. Andy is my grandfather's name, I was named after him because my mother wanted a boy, but instead, she got me. P meaning Pippa which is my grandmother's name. I am 18 years old. I'm in a small rock band called Rock Space Cult. we wrote our first song. its called An Alone Kinda Poet:
She gets on with life as a poet, she's an alone kinda gal, she likes writing on Sundays, she likes singing in the week, she likes to contemplate life, but when she starts to daydream, her mind turns straight to death. Sometimes I look at her and I look into her eyes, I notice the way she thinks about death with a smile, curved lips she just can't disguise, but she thinks it's living making her life worthwhile, why is it so hard for her to decide which she loves more, life or death. She likes to use the word hope, she likes to use the word requiem, she likes to use words about life, but when she stops talking, her mind turns straight to death. Sometimes I look at her and I look into her eyes, I notice the way she thinks about death with a smile, curved lips she just can't disguise, but she thinks it's living making her life worthwhile, why is it so hard for her to decide which she loves more, life or death. She likes to hang out with Emily, she likes to kick back with Will, but when left alone, her mind turns straight to death. Sometimes I look at her and I look into her eyes, I notice the way she thinks about death with a smile, curved lips she just can't disguise, but she thinks it's living making her life worthwhile, why is it so hard for her to decide which she loves more, life or death. She's not too fond of the sun, she really hates the sea, but she just thinks back to death and she's happy once again
Anyway, I'm writing diary entries because my mom thinks it will help me "find myself" and realize that my life isn't shit and that my family loves me or whatever so might as well.
A little about myself: I was born January 5th, 2001 in Ireland, my family moved to Portland Oregon shortly after I was born, I am an Athiest but my family is highly religious, I'm also not straight so there's that too. I'm 5'6" and underweight, why? I don't know. I like pizza, cookies, and biscuits (especially the ones you make yourself). I am pro-choice, pro-equality and pro-death penalty. so I guess that's it.
forever yours,
You
