But why me? Markiplier x reader

Part 1

(I guess this would be a smut/lemon i guess, if you don't like this then i wouldn't read it if i were you, i have cut the smut/lemon i to two parts, here is the first part.)

(I would also recommend listening 'Stripped' by Shiny Toy Guns, it really adds the affects.)

Your p.o.v.

I was standing outside the bathroom in a bikini with a t-shirt on, I couldn't go in naked, i was to scared and insecure to go in naked, I shook my head in shame at myself, i am such an idiot! What am i even doing right now?! I was about to jump into with shower with Mark and have sex with him?! Just saying that was insane enough, actually doing it was even crazier! I physically slapped myself as i had a determined expression on my face, "I can do this! I just have to go in there and go from there! I don't really know how everything goes during this...... 'Love making', but i am sure i can get through it!" I cheered to myself. I then had an idea, i pulled out my phone and called Johnny's number, after a couple rings he finally picked up, "Yea?" "If i did lose my virginity by the time i see you tomorrow, and let you be my clothing chooser and hair stylist and fashion designer, and if i skip technology class with you tomorrow, will you at least try to get back into school?"

I could hear and feel him scratch his forehead nervously, i was never the one to skip class, never, and i would never ever in a million years let Johnny decided what i will be dressed like, but i was doing all this so he could come back into school with me and try to get an education. I then heard Johnny sigh,

"I don't think i could turn down that, i will do it, but only if you do those things that you promised me just now."

I literally jumped up and down in excitement as i squealed, this was amazing, Johnny was actually coming back into school with me,

"Yea sure Johnny! I will do it a million times and let you do whatever the hell you want to me, i am just so happy that you are coming back!"

I squealed again as i tried to calm down,

"Alright, trust me Johnny you will not regret this!"

"I don't think i will with all the things you promised me, later."

And with that i hung up the phone as i had a big smile on my face, he was coming back! I then felt the butterflies in my stomach again, oh yea, that's right, i still need to do it with Mark, now that i know that Johnny will come back, nothing can stop me now.

Mark stopped washing his hair for a second, he heard me faintly passing by the bathroom, 'She must be on the phone with her parents or her friends or something' he thought to himself as the water hit his body.

I quietly closed the bathroom door behind me so he wouldn't hear me, i was so nervous right now i thought i was going to throw up, but i was going to do this, no matter how terrified i was. I quietly snuck into the shower, Mark was rinsing his hair, i looked away from him, i squeezed my eyes tightly as i wrapped both of my arms around Mark's stomach, causing Mark to be taken by surprise and scream, he then looked to the owner of those hands and saw me, have my eyes tightly closed,

"(F/N)!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?!?!?"

I slightly blushed as i didn't answer him and hugged him even tighter, i didn't know what to do?! Wait...... I remember this popular girl in my Technology class telling me how she lost her virginity, i was feeling like such a mega loner, she told the first thing to do was to get him...... 'Hard'. I gulped nervously, i didn't really think i could do this, i was totally........inexperienced, at that moment i remembered all the times Johnny had to suck to teachers that hated me and persuade them to let me pass, i even remember when my P.E teacher, who is an extreme perverted pedophile, always hated me because i would always covered my body up wearing long sweat pants and baggy shirts when we were out running on the track, he would always stare at the girls with the booty shorts and the tight t-shirts on while they run, but i wasn't going to give him the luxury of seeing me like that, one day i didn't want to do my physical exams because you 'had' to wear only your shirt and underwear when he measured our weight and height, even the boys had to do it, but i refused and hid somewhere. When the coach was threatening of failing me so i would have't to take this class again and make it look horrible on my record, Johnny cut in and talked with the coach to find some way that he would let me pass this class, the thing was, i barely participated in P.E., i would sit on the bleachers and be on my phone while they ran, he told the coach that he was willing to do ANYTHING, i remember seeing that evil smirk on my coaches face while he whispered into Johnny's ear, Johnny looked terrified, i wanted to tell him that he better not do anything crazy for me, but he just ignored me as tears ran down his face while the coach closed the door in my face, while i was stuck outside the room listening to Johnny's screams.

'I have to do this, Johnny made so many sacrifices for me, it is time for me to do the same thing for him.' I thought to myself before i smashed my lips onto Mark's.