A shameful mistress

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I'll be

crying like the rains fall

alone

waiting

oh so patiently

just for you

I'll be

yours

forever more

in ways not yet known

alone

waiting patiently

crying

with a smile

until you come

say goodbye to her

kiss her on the cheek

"I'll see you later hun"

is what you'll say

I'll be

here

with an open heart

that's broken in

all the right places

just for you

I'll be the one

that can never

really have

waiting

crying

just for you

the one that

can never really

fully have you

a hand on my cheek

a slap to my heart

"She's just to perfect,

you understand right?"

tears can't stay

hidden inside

for any longer

"She's nothing like you,

our hearts are one.

You understand that right?"

It's a repetative slap

to this already

damaged heart

crying for you

with a smile

just for you

patiently waiting

for you

"It's just that she's

to damm perfect."

Stop these tears

screaming down

my face

tears

these tears

for you

these tears

rapidly killing me

as you say

goodbye to me

with a promise

for just another

night of utter happiness

next week

like always

these f*cking tears

they sting

always from within

for you

as you

walk away

from me

and

into her

perfect

f*cking

arms

@ shannonmarie

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