I'll be
crying like the rains fall
alone
waiting
oh so patiently
just for you
I'll be
yours
forever more
in ways not yet known
alone
waiting patiently
crying
with a smile
until you come
say goodbye to her
kiss her on the cheek
"I'll see you later hun"
is what you'll say
I'll be
here
with an open heart
that's broken in
all the right places
just for you
I'll be the one
that can never
really have
waiting
crying
just for you
the one that
can never really
fully have you
a hand on my cheek
a slap to my heart
"She's just to perfect,
you understand right?"
tears can't stay
hidden inside
for any longer
"She's nothing like you,
our hearts are one.
You understand that right?"
It's a repetative slap
to this already
damaged heart
crying for you
with a smile
just for you
patiently waiting
for you
"It's just that she's
to damm perfect."
Stop these tears
screaming down
my face
tears
these tears
for you
these tears
rapidly killing me
as you say
goodbye to me
with a promise
for just another
night of utter happiness
next week
like always
these f*cking tears
they sting
always from within
for you
as you
walk away
from me
and
into her
perfect
f*cking
arms
@ shannonmarie