Heavy Heart

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It pains me to remember the moments
If it were up to me
I'd never think of you again
It isn't as simple as one might think
Something I hate and something I love
Deep down my heart doesn't want to forget you
Yet simultaneously...
I do
The pain wouldn't be so deep
I've been left feeling a bit empty
What am I missing?
What do I need to make me feel whole again?
You?
No...
I don't think that would be best for either of us
It wouldn't
Alas...
I miss you
Or maybe I don't
Love is-- no
Life is complicated
I'm complicated
If these memories could be erased
I think I would have it done
But then I'd be left hollow and with my heart clenching without knowing why
It can't be helped
The memories will remain...
Along with these feelings that tear me up inside everyday

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