Miles away

Baby please

Dam.

I can't breathe everything hurts I don't want this. I hate him I hate him. I'm fucking pathetic I don't need a man I hate my Dad it's his fault. Can't think too much where am I going? I don't know I just need to see him I need him to explain. I rush down the stairs I feel the heat rising up my cheeks my curls are tucked away in a satin bonnet. Oh right it's 12 AM I can't sleep my fresh cuts still hurts. He won't answer my texts. I caressed my neck where the still fresh dark purple hickies laid a tear slips from my eyes. I call myself stupid again and again. I read over the texts again " I'm sorry I can't be your boyfriend anymore" "you're a hoe" " I'm a fuckboy I wasn't looking for a relationship right now" " don't text me I don't wanna see you" it stung my eyes. I trampled over my own patheticness.

Great the dirty sidewalk chipped off a a fresh cut on my face. I reached his door step. Memories flood back. My cheeks become flushed I'm worried of how I look. Maybe it was a joke. What did I do wrong? Did I give it up easily? I ring the door bell. No answer. Again I sense shuffles. A light turns on. It's him. I smile awkwardly.

Moon.
I open the door with a swift gesture annoyed. She's here.

-what the fuck do you want. You can't show up here like this.

Dam.

I didn't expect this his voice is so angry his face is calm not sad just...calm no sight of tears. I smell him my body heats up again I'm stuttering.

- why did u leave me?

Moon.

I notice the cuts on her arm and the blood dripping from her face. I never intended for it to go this far. She always valued her virginity and I took it. I got what I wanted.

- you shouldn't be here go home we're done. I don't want to be with you anymore.

Dam.
A tear escapes.
- but why. I gave you my body is that all you wanted sex. Please baby-

-Moon slams the door in Dam's face. She got her answer-