Bits I - On the bridge.

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Daoming Si couldn't sleep that night as his stomach clenched the whole time thinking how badly he screwed it up, big time. This feeling was new to him: never in his life had he felt wrong about something, and never in his life had he thought twice about the same girl. Now, this tiny one was something completely different for him and he didn't know how to handle that heartache. He was feeling angry, sad, powerless, angry again, frustrated, clueless, and he still couldn't possibly understand how the tiny one was able to slip from him over and over again.

I am Daoming Fucking Si!

While walking absentmindedly on the university campus wrapped in the vortex of the emotions going all through him, he felt her. She was frozen in her spot staring at him.

Shancai.

He stared at her intently, somehow hoping his eyes would be able to communicate to her those emotions he was having a hard time understanding. Shancai seemed confused and hurt. After a while, she couldn't hold his gaze anymore, so she turned her back to him and went away.

His heart sank.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck it!

He had to find a way to reconnect with her. Maybe today was too soon, and even though he wasn't usually a patient guy, he realized Shancai was worth the effort. He liked her and he had to change in order to get to her.

Daoming Si liked a girl for the first time in his life.

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