Before you were here...

Part 1

It's another schoolday, I walk down the hall with my obviously best gay friend called Erick.
Oh before I start explaining this story

Hi I am Tess I am 18 years old.
I love reading and making pictures..
I have a mom and a little sister.
Oh and part of that.. I don't really have friends :) I am more like a lonely girl.
Everyone has a squad .. I also have one.. but I don't think u can call 2 persons a squad so let's forget about that..
Okay so this is a story
Idk why but I'm going to tell you guys

It was Saturday April 5th 2012

My alarm goes.. I wake up
I walk down The stairs and see my sister.
"Hey cutie" I say.
"I am not cute Tess shut up I am 14" she screams
I roll my eyes and say: "yeeesssss someone is on her period oof"
"EWWW Tess don't say that .. GROSS uhg mom is in the fucking kitchen go make ur breakfast or something "

I look at her meanly and go to the kitchen where my mother is smoking.
Again she has a problem I swear..

"Mom it's early in the morning ..why now?"
She puts her cigaret away and says: "Sorry darling it's just that time of the year"
I sigh "Mom it's always that time of the year for you just stop"
She looks at me strangely
"Honey "
I eat myself full of yogurt and grains and nod surprised with a full mouth.
"Do you have friends?" she. Asks
I eat my yoghurt and say: "mom yes, why do you always have to think I have a problem?! You have a problem here!! like it's not that I am alone all the time and like Erick isn't my only frie-.... uhg anyways so what was your question?"
My mom looks weird at me and she goes away..

I walk upstairs
"TESS GIVE ME BACK MY LIGHTER RIGHT NOW OR ILL KILL YOU"
I sigh "I DONT HAVE IT MOM LET ME ALONE"
"I KNOW YOU HAVE IT" she says...
"YES AND I AM GOING TO SMOKE 10 PACKS OF CIGARETTES OKAY?!"
I go To my room ..

She walks upstairs angrily and opens my door. "Okay kidding you don't have a lighter because I just found it but you're home tonight right ?!"
"Uhm no" I say sarcastically
"I have a lot of plans with all my friends from the university" i say again sarcastically
"So you have friends?" She asks
"Mom what's wrong"
"Yes you are going to that concert tonight"
I am shocked and get up from my bed.
"IS THAT TONIGHT ?!" I shout.

"MOM I AM NOT GOING TO FIVE TO HOT GUYS IN TIGHT SKINNY JEANS SINGING ABOUT GIRLS WHO HAVE NEVER KISSED WTF NO"
"YOU GO"
shouted my mother.
"Mom seriously I'm not going, I would go to the bookstore with Erick It's 50% off the co- before I come to talk further,
my mother says:" 8 pm downstairs dressed!"

my mother slams the door.
this is going To be a shit evening ...