the light to my darkness

The misery

yoongi and tae were best friends.... the youthful one , the naive type who knews absolutely nothing about each other yet loving each other unconditionally.
but unfortunately it appears to be a curse disguised as blessing.

they were having their best times happily spending their time together..
yoongi remembered the gift he bought especially for tae , a toy of tae's fav character show the one tae said " i like him cause it reminds me of you yoongi" , the gift was a response that he didn't get to say back then.

" Tae wait for a minute , I'm gonna get something from my home quickly!"
yoongi said as he proceed to run the other way
tae cling on yoongi anxiously said ,
" Don't leave me alone i'm going to come too"
yoongi knew that tae was petrified of the dark,

" name a thing you aren't afraid of "
Yoongi said jokingly

Tae aggressively hit him knowing he is just teasing.

In front of Yoongi home ," you can wait in the living room "
of course yoongi did not want Tae to see his gift just yet !
however Tae is a stubborn one who yet tail yoongi regardless of his saying

Unexpectedly yoongi came back running. he pumped into tae shouting " RUN !!RUN!! "
Tae was baffled assuming that yoongi is just kidding although he is not the type to ...

but when he glimpsed what yoongi saw he screamed frighteningly
yoongi snatched him from the scene trying to reach out to exit this horror movie

" So it was you "
a elder man said from their back
Tae turn around seeing what he glimpsed for a second was real
A villainous man all in blood of someone who means the world for Tae ,
Tae fall down panicked
" its her fault she was being a bad person "
said the elder man with a mischievous grin
then proceed to threaten him
Tae's eyes were searching for yoongi but yoongi were no longer found ..
" my boy flee away the moment he saw me what a traitor right ? "
said the man with a foxy smirk
he proceeded to add up " and traitors doesn't deserve to live " .

Tae was running for his life . Literally
holding the grudge and anger in his hand
and in the other hand was the knife the man gave him in exchange of his life .
tears were like a waterfall on Tae's cheeks traumatized from all of what just happened
knowing his home are going to be empty.. no one to cry to cause his entirety was just killed by some maniac
his whole life was gone , wondering what now ? how am i going to survive?

the police arrived at the crime scene ,, it was late though he is already out and left behind ano traces
no weapon , no fingerprints, no personal info, just a dead body. who has a total irrelevance of anything .
they gave up eventually and closed the case as robbery.
however yoongi's dad was wanted .

weeks passed away ,,
Tae was already settled in another city with his aunt trying to forget ... But his mom is someone who can't be just forgotten

he started attending school to help him move on
" heyyy new boy care to join out basketball team ?"
said a ball of shining , pleasing to look at ,a delightful sole boy indeed , with a fluttering voice with his sparkling doe eyed and a snow like skin .
" ah sorry forgot to introduce myself, im jimin !"
said jimin in a lovely tone
" oh hi im Tae "
" Yeah we know are you going to join or not ? "
said a tanned boy with lyrical amber almond like eyes
thick charcoal hair whose is elegant in every form and shape , transparent full of honesty that might sometimes sound mean and rude but anyways!
"jungkook !! "  jimin then whispers " be nice so he approves!"

" i think he can hear you "
said,jungkook while looking at tae

" i guess okay ? although i know nothing about it ..."
he remembers yoongi when he used to teach him how to play basketball thinking to himself(( ( what a miserable  person still thinking of him although i bet he doesn't even remember you )))

jimin cheers happily and started to invite tae to hang out everytime with him and jungkook

yoongi on the other hand was struggling with a sever depression
having his grandma taking care of him made him feel even guilty,, everytime he looks at his grandma he remembers his mother .
although he changes his identity to avoid bullying and suspicions when they hear his father name ,,
he refuses to go to school , or even to go out
laying on bed everyday blaming himself for things he did and didn't do
overthinking everything he remembers those memories as if its yesterday.

while tae life was getting better ,, yoongi's was getting pretty messy