We were once so close
But now, so far away.
You left me.
You left me without a word
or a sign
or a look
or even a sigh.
You just got up
and tried to walk right out of my life.
My first reaction was
"Heck with you!"
I acted like I didn't care
but honestly,
this is me being true to myself now,
it hurts.
I see you in the hallway,
I see you outside
and it hurts that I can't say 'hi'
it hurst that we can't smile at each other
and it hurts that I can't get a hug from you.
I wonder how far whatever you have
in your heart against me is.
Like, if I'm hurt, nervous or crying
will you just walk past me?
I don't know what I did to you.
I don't know what anyone told you,
but this I know,
one day, I am going to get up on a stage
on a day we both perform and as I sing, look you straight in the eye
and let you see how I feel
and ask,
"Why did you leave me?"
